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October 28, 2009

As Sure as Dawn Follows Darkness by Helen Steiner Rice

If I can endure for a moment

Whatever is happening to me,

No matter how heavy my heart is

Or how “dark” the moment may be

If I can but keep on believing

What I know in my heart to be true,

That the “darkness” will fade with the morning

And that this will pass away, too

Then nothing can ever disturb me

Or fill me with uncertain fear

For as sure as the night brings the dawning

My morning is bound to appear.

Luna LupineDuring the attack, I was overcome with the greatest sense of clarity.  First, life’s moments flashed before my eyes, then the room became enclosed in a crystal ball, so clear I could crack it.  I was the seer and my future had Luna and me together, our lives were not ending on this day.  I was driven to protect my daughter, I was put on this earth to protect her, her life was dependent on me. 

I asked him if I could get a condom, if I could help him out, if he needed anything.  I thought, as he was having his way, that if I could just get turned around I could take him.  Get a hold of his dick and completely cripple him, then beat him to a pulp.  That is what I was thinking while he was having me.  If only I could protect my daughter by beating him to a pulp.  Then I asked if he would let me put her upstairs, and he agreed.  And I knew I could take him.

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  1. KtN permalink
    October 28, 2009 6:54 pm

    …very sad memories…so gald you chose the right path and fought to keep yourself and your family safe and happy. So many have so much to learn from you. I love you, sister!

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